I, The Writer This Night Will End lyrics

No it's happening,
I'm replaying the same thought process,
Over and over again,
I can't escape,
What is happening to me?
Let's try to think back to the start.

I see her in my dreams,
She turns to touch my cheek,
What happens now?

As we lay there baby,
Why did I just turn away?
As you put your arms around me,
Hold me close to your chest,
I know that this night will end,
‘Cause it's all in my head.

I thought I was clever when I was a young one,
I'm so sorry, I mistreated her heart just like a trend,
My ego was so big I couldn't take time,
To realise the beauty in her eyes.

Why am I still dreaming?
I still see her face, it is haunting me,
Come and stop this bleeding,
I can't let go of what I've done,
I just need this closure.

I wake up in the dead of the night,

Dream about you all the time,
Get cold sweats ‘til I'm losing my mind,
Pray for the morning when I'll be fine,
Why did I have to treat you this way?
Could have done it another way.

I wake up in the middle of the night,
I dream about you all the time.

So does it end this way?
Where do I go from here?
So many questions keeping me from final answers here,
Wipe away these tears,
Then disarm all my fears,
When they're gone I'll move along to somewhere far from here.

I thought I was clever when I was a young one,
I'm so sorry,
It seems that I was wrong.

I said I thought I was clever when I was a young one,
I mistreated young hearts like it was a trend,
My ego was so big I couldn't take time to realise the beauty inside,
The beauty in her eyes.

My ego was so big I couldn't take time,
To realise the beauty in her eyes.