Illuminate Me Ouija Board Taught Me Everything I Know Lyrics Illuminate Me lyrics

a blanket full of blades
you'll never want to know my pain
its all I got so I'll
wear it on my sleeve for the world to see

A blanket full of blades
you'll never want to know my pain
its all I got so I'll
wear it on my sleeve for the world to see

And make all of your eyes bleed

so whats that you've been wanting to tell me
throw me on the street cause im a lost cause good for nothing
there's a part of me i'll never be able to revive
I became stone and bitter, regretting every step I take

My brain beats the shit out of my heart
and half the time its a draw
my bones break from the sight of it all
maybe i'm right maybe i'm wrong
but whats been keeping me from putting a bullet in my skull
and ending it all


I just want to dissapear and be as far away from here
but thats just it chris, you run away from all your fears
anxiety is always on my back
making me mad making me crack
anxiety is always on my back
making me mad making me crack

I gave up my everything for paper bills
just to make you happy but its making me ill
I gave up my everything for paper bills
just to make you happy but its making me ill

at the end of the day i'll be judged by the amount
I have in my wallet
I'm no ones fucking lover unless I have a good budget

At the end of the day i'll be judged by the amount
I have in my wallet
I'm no ones fucking lover unless I have a good budget