Jessa Anderson Not What I Thought lyrics

This is no ordinary, rational feeling
I am overtaken by a panic and run i
Have fallen by the wayside many times before
And i have learned to use this love as a weapon
I am caught up by the common as usual i
Have nearly followed til' my spirit was numb i
Continue the ascent of never ending
Collecting all but things that matter the most
But you're not what i thought when i saw you
I have been running for so long and so far
I haven't got what i thought i would find
To fill the empty up
But you're not what i thought
No you're not what i thought
There is a manner i have quietly tucked away
Yet it is fighting for a place at the top
I am dying to believe i'm big enough to try
But it's a battle i am losing alone

oh, oh oh
You're uncovering
What i was missing all along
Oh, oh oh
I'm giving everything
For the war
For the war is won
For the war is won
and you're not what i thought when i saw you
I had been running for so long
But now i've got
Something else, something more
That i know will fill the empty up
'Cause you're not what i thought
No you're not what i thought