Key To The Midway Farewell lyrics

I've got this whole thing figured out*
I was lost in the middle of a stupid town
Where everything just seems to repeat
Over and over again
And then it hit me like a spear right through my chest
I realized then
That this life is only a test
To make us feel, to make us break,
To make us want to give up (but we can't give up)

[Chorus:]
Here's farewell
To everything I've ever known
And here's goodbye
To everyone I've ever known
As of tonight I'm gone
I'm moving on, I've won
And I don't want to stand
In this moment here forever
So goodbye

Sometimes I think that I determine the ending
of everything
and every day I'm still thinking about her
it's just a blur

I had one chance to make it right
to make it work and
I blew it all away
it feels like I'm running around in a race
and the cold wind keeps smacking me right in the face
but this doesn't make any sense
the road keeps on going

[Chorus]

So goodbye time to go
I'm driving through these state lines
finally made up my mind
is it wrong to want something more?
I'm on a crash course headed
for a New York setting
and I hope it turns out just right
maybe then I can feel alive
for the first time

[Chorus]