Kiss Chasy A Love Affair With Distance lyrics

I've lost my voice, I've said all I have to say
You're thick as porcelain as clear as cellophane

I miss the nervous shakes I miss the way it hurt
The way it killed to think that I had you first
That I had you first

So then I force a smile and take the stage
My knees are weak, I try to concentrate
I'm losing air with every single breath that I take

I look into your eyes and see the chemicals
They're the whitest white
You've become a ghost
You're dead to me so why can't I let you go?

The phone is like a knife I drive into my ear
I had a love affair with distance and with fear

The bus is like a hearse driving me from her
She's the blackest white, she's the perfect curse

So then I force a smile and take the stage
My knees are weak, I try to concentrate
I'm losing air with every single breath that I take

I look into your eyes and see the chemicals
They're the whitest white, you've become a ghost
You're dead to me so why can't I let you go?

And if the walls had eyes, we would never lie
You could come down on me
And if you save my life, how could I survive?
When your the one who made me this way