Kleos Losing Control lyrics

So it seems that this apparently
Will finally be the death of me.
Should've seen that this was something
Couldn't leave, it was part of me.
If you keep on pushing me, I think it's going to break.
Just do what you always do and I'll try to recreate.
But now I'm left with a choice to make, no regrets for the ones I take.
Somehow, I must separate, don't forget, learn from my mistakes.

I am watching myself slowly descend.
I can't believe it's happening again.

You would think that I would know by now.
Suffering, but I won't let it show.
On the brink of losing all control.
Wouldn't think that you could take my soul.
If you keep on pushing me, I think it's going to break.
Just do what you always do and I'll try to recreate.
But now I'm left with a choice to make, no regrets for the ones I take.
Somehow, I will separate, don't forget, learn from my mistakes.

I am watching myself slowly descend.

I can't believe it's happening again.

To me, what have I done to deserve this shit
I will go 'till I can't take

Further, I go under, Losing all control.
You will learn to forgive and forget the things that I have done to me.
Further, I go under, Losing all control.
All alone I, become my own and begin this journey
To find what's deep in, deep inside myself.

I am watching myself slowly descend.
I can't believe it's happening again.

To me, what have I done to deserve this shit
I will go 'till I can't take no more
I will not be controlled by this hurt, because
Because of you, I have become this way.