Kansascali If I... lyrics

I live my life like a 38
Pointed straight but shooting blanks
Killing angels but they don't, don't die
I'm heading on a course of change

Lost my brother on the run
Lost my dignity to one
I blame them others and take none
Am I a man?

I wake up every day in rage
Sore from bumping 'round my cage
I see my father broken down
He seem so strong, up until now

And all the inner conflicts groan
'Cause now I question all I know
And I just need something I could feel

So if I…
Crash into you
And if I…
Dare not run away

It's 'cause I
Need someone to touch
Whether it's heavenly or pain

And if by
Chance we don't collide
Then I'll
Take much better aim

It's 'cause we
Need someone to touch
Whether it's heavenly or pain

I will understand you, judge you, protect you, berate you

Help you, punish you, guide you, forsake you
We speed through life like we speed through life
In the blink of an eye it could mean your life

Frighten by stereotypes our senses become heighten
When fear meets the truth it's like the clash of the titans
We cross the same intersection
Where perception becomes deception

Mirrored reflections of an ugly complexion
It's a mess that people think we are who we are
Based on what they hear or read or by the color we are
In life we are put in predicaments

Where incidents meets the innocent
That, crash, our conscious with contents of nonsense
When I breakdown and crash

So if I…
Crash into you
And if I…
Dare not run away

It's 'cause I
Need someone to touch
Whether it's heavenly or pain

And if by
Chance we don't collide
Then I'll
Take much better aim

It's cause we
Need someone to touch
Whether it's heavenly or pain