Karianne Larson Shut It Down lyrics

I wish I didn't wish for you I wish I could see past
The memories that make me smile the moments when we'd laugh
Late nights, barefeet in our car, I'd trace your face through the dark
And time was all we had, time was all we had

And I know I shouldn't dwell much on the past
But I really hoped that we could make it last

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We started something that deserves a better end
But the door seems pretty shut now, I guess
I'll try to tell my heart to give it a rest
It takes a lot to shut it down
It takes a lot to shut it down

Time has passed and we've moved on but I relapse and you stay strong
I wish you saw me the way I see you

It doesn't burn it doesn't sting, just a subtle ache you're not with me
Sometimes I wonder if you feel it too

And I wish I didn't have this hope of what could be
But I know that where it matters, this is what I believe

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I've heard that every seed dies before it grows, before it grows again
I'm here now exposed, and you're probably not listenin'

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I don't wanna shut it down