Light Of Disaster The Repentance lyrics

It felt so real, that fearful dream
My frightened eyes were drowning in tears

That horrid smell of an opiate hell
Reverted dreads and unending despair

Woeful man, remorse, regret,
The only thing that is left is the dope

No hope, no fucking hope,
Nowhere to go,
I am dead to the world

Cries
Nightmares have filled my eyes
Lies
Have poisoned my consciousness
Pain
So hateful so cruel so sly

I will never be sober again

I'm thrown into disaster,
There's no way to escape from this maze

And yet again
I'm trying to end this,
Though I know that I already failed

Take me away, tie my hands to the faith
And kill that cursed memories

I see demise right in front of my eyes,
It's gone too far
I will never survive