Look Alive Over/Under lyrics

So I packed it all up but left everything behind
there was only so much I could take.
and I remember that I was getting in the way,
spending most of my time wasting space.

but I'm probably never turning back around
to all that I had been detached from
because of all the countless nights I stayed awake.

This is my nightmare that I'm trying to sleep off.
and At this point I'll take anything
to help me overcome this. It's undertaking me.

How would you expect me to succeed

when you always try to hold my hand?
These mistakes make milestones
and I'm not giving up, I'm getting out.

Why do they always try and write me off?
This place will miss me when I'm gone.

THIS IS MY NIGHTMARE!
that I'm trying to sleep off.
THESE MISTAKES MAKE MILESTONES!
I'm not giving up, I'm getting out