Arcadia (Ph) Travis lyrics

I've longed for this for a very long time
To have it back again the life you took away
Since you left me with nothing left to bleed
I realize that this is the time for me to crush it
all away
‘cos you will never ever realize
On what will I become
And you will never ever realize what I can be
Since you throw me in this pit of misery
As the days go by I'm doing my best on
carrying
This weight that you've given
Climbing my way up to see the light
To shine upon on this darkest hour of my life
Son now I'm saying this to you

That there's no need for pushing through
I tried everything I could just to keep on
holding on to you
But you make me feel so worthless and
unwanted
So I have to crush it ‘cos this loneliness has
followed everywhere
There is no escape in this pit of misery
And you will never ever realize
On what will I become
‘cos you will never ever realize what I did
Just to make things work