Miles Benjamin Anthony Robinson Always An Anchor lyrics

I lost a love that loved me completely/ ranks of regret they batter and beat me
I?m never going back again/ without a lot more medicine a few less friends
Somewhere back in my old hometown/ there?s an alright kid dragging an anchor
around
It looks a lot like a frown/ goddamn it?s hard to turn an anchor upside down
When smile ain?t a smile, just some teeth messing with your mind...
Well you?re right to fear the fear you fear you?ll find

Wake up in the morning/ and I float downtown
I watch the fish fill the filthy fucking city that drowned
Above that big hole in the ground/ where my fine friend fear had first been found.

I remember seventeen/ I remember being honest, horny, healthy, and clean.
I remember believing briefly/ that I?d been born to be the one


It seems something worse than stupid now it?s done
A lot of people I know are walking round wondering/is it ever gonna be their day?
From what I?ve seen so far man... It?s no way
Not today
Not today
Not today

Babe I?m sorry that it turned out bad/ honey with all we had
Babe, I?m sorry that it turned out... bad.