Mitch Allan Beautiful Sadness lyrics

I thought about the bills and all my pain
I thought about how much water my lounges could take
I thought about all the rope and just one place
I would go to, I would go to

But there's nothing beautiful in all this madness
But there's nothing beautiful in all this sadness

I thought I was naked lite by the canvas flame
I thought about the broken glass the razor just inches away
But then I close my eyes and think about your precious face
And all the promises I'm not suppose to break

But I do, yeah I do, yes I do

And there's nothing beautiful in all this madness
And there's nothing beautiful in all this sadness

No there's nothing beautiful in all this madness
No there's nothing beautiful in all my selfishness

My selfishness