So much to say
Too little patience to hold it in
I see a door to walk through it is
To destroy so much
Why can't I
Manifest what I See and feel
No one's best interest would be involved including my own
It would be the most sleep filled night in a long time….
…And the best day for those that I love
I feel like a zombie
I feel like a drone
I feel like the dream is dead
And gone
This feeling is lifeless
How can I go on? (Where did I go wrong - last chorus)
How many ways can I say I'm done?
This isn't easy
I can never speak so direct
I can never sound it out right because
It just sounds like ambience
This will
This will always define me
It will
Fabricate the end of me
The end of all my
Self-awarded apathy
Dead and gone
Can't go on (gangs)