And when I open my eyes I see the end of an ending life
I've forgotten how to live, I keep forgetting, I keep rebuilding
This is when I say I'm done, I haven't learned
No one will show me, so I go on my own
Honestly, I'm so fucking pitiful, don't tell me what I've heard before
Destined to walk another day alone, this day is dying
This day is fucking dead, just shine my way back home
You can stay if you find comfort, don't speak
Just breathe instead, just don't leave me alone
I don't just need it, I deserve it, I want what I promised myself
I want what you promised us all, I'm coming to terms
This is the end of denial, sometimes things just fall apart
Angels laugh above me and demons wait below
I'm naked, bare and broken, ready to go home
Now I need you more than ever and when heaven overlooks me
I'll need you there to pick me back up