Nishad George Never Wanted This (Words Pt. 2) [Daniel Martinez Campo and Diego Edsel] lyrics

My legs are shaking from this cold winter hell
There is no god out here
No chance of looking back,
No room to breath
And we're so caught up with our futures that we give up on our dreams

Have you ever been alone,
Have you ever felt like me?
Do you stand in a room with the ones you love with no words left to speak?
Have you ever been alone,
Have you ever felt like me?
Is the writing on the walls, but your eyes can't see?

You say your thank you's with your fangs,
With your teeth, each bite so poisonous,
I'm surprised you bleed
I find it's my mistake that our lives would end up this way
Cause no day goes by where I'm not wishing, begging


Have you ever been alone,
Have you ever felt like me?
Do you stand in a room with the ones you love with no words left to speak?
Have you ever been alone,
Have you ever felt like me?
Is the writing on the walls, but your eyes can't see?

I always knew that one day I would fail them all
I never wanted this
I couldn't change the world, and I lost you all
Even though I tried, you fucking watched me drown
And after all these days of breaking my back for you all
You fucking spit on my face with a smile as I fall