City Of Ifa The God Damn Point lyrics

i found a being worth living for
i gave it my heart.
she loved me back,
and i would love her more.

i came from a place i'll take no pride in
when some people get it scarred on their skin,
i'll try my best to forget it existed.
they must become more than they were.
when i can make her smile,
i can't seem to give a fuck about the fiction twisted reality.
we're all helplessly married to it.
when i can make her smile
why the fuck should anything else matter.
my ears hear the lonely moaning,
i miss her though i never really cared.

through anger, ignorance exists
when you're always blinded by hate,

god won't exist.
market the words, sell the sin.
the fairytale isn't true,
but god will exist if you want it to.

it only hurt me cause i cared.
i'll see you soon though,
not now though,
i'll wait for you,
even if this is an escape.

if i can't feel you right now,
i probably never will
when my existence is foul
you probably never will.