New Years Day Alone lyrics

I'm so bad
I've done worse than kill and steal
I'm so bad
It's getting harder to conceal
I've made these mistakes that I can't make up
So many cuts I can't sew shut
(So lets tear them up)

I'm so bad
Self-destruct another night
I'm so bad
That I can't even make it right

Don't wanna be alone
I know I cut too deep
But at lease I'm not alone

Try to understand

Breaking is the only way
When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve
I can't be honest, Even with myself
(I've made a mess again)
Breaking is the only way that i don't fall apart

It's so wrong
How I've used you for a crutch
It's so wrong
I've Fucked up and lost your trust

Too late for tour niquets and bandages

I'm damaged goods and that's the way it is

Don't wanna be alone
I know I cut too deep
But at lease I'm not alone

Try to understand

Breaking is the only way
When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve
I can't be honest, Even with myself
(I've made a mess again)
Breaking is the only way that i don't fall apart
(that i don't fall apart)

The Bloods is off my hands and that's okay It's what I thought I wanted but that's changed

Don't wanna be alone
I know I cut too deep
But at lease I'm not alone
Try to understand that I hate the way I am

Breaking is the only way
When I'm out of tricks up my sleeve
I can't be honest, Even with myself
(I've made a mess again)
Breaking is the only way that I don't fall apart