Newtones Evaporated lyrics

What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glary, random day
And the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
Just for being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late, feeling hung over and old
The sun was shining bright
I walked barefoot down the road
And I started thinking about my old man
It seems that all men want to get into a car
And go anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry, oh, I can't see
What I've done, God, what have I done

Don't you know I'm numb, man?
No, I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business these days
And I'm indifferent to the loss

And I think that there's a soul somewhere
That's leading me around

I wonder if she knows which way is down

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done, God, what have I done
What have I done

I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
It evaporated, see

Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
Maybe I'm a kite that's flying high
And random dangling on a string
And I'm slumped over in a vacant room
My head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done, God, what have I done