Playtime Revenue Life's A Shame lyrics

I've grown restless from the thought of falling asleep. I just keep thinking, sweating through my sheets, about where in life I'm going, or the things that I have seen. I'm just so god damn indecisive over the simplest of things. And I've got less blood in my veins than on the knuckles of my fist. Lashing out at bedroom walls, I keep obsessing on the little shit. I'm never growing up if I stay like this. Someone once told me, “your views on life are about to change. Your dreams are your perception until reality kicks in”, but I keep telling them, “You must not know me very well if reality's my sanity, than my life's a living hell.” And now I'm screaming out, “I'd rather make my own mistakes than regret the choices others make for me.” It's been a long four years that's left my body feeling numb. I've worn my heart out pretty well, but can't get over feeling young.