POP ETC Beating My Head Against the Wall lyrics

Hmmm
Hmmm
I told so many lies
It felt like the truth
To cluttered to see
I could never love you
Got a sick feeling in the pit of my heart
The kind you can't ignore or it will pull you apart
Are we at the answer, are we back at the start?
Oh no
Hmmm
Now I'm beating my head against the wall
Oh it never came natural, I boast it all
I tried to hard to fall in love
I know
I get it
The good, bad, it's all blur to me
From the beginning it all was plain to see
I tried to hard to fall in love
I know
I get it
Oh
Oh
I just couldn't let go
You know how I get

I'm stubborn as hell
And I haven't changed yet
There's something nagging me in the back of my mind
It plays out like the same game time after time
If you're up there don't give me a sign
Oh no
Now I'm beating my head against the wall
Oh it never came natural, I boast it all
I tried to hard to fall in love
I know
I get it
The good, bad, it's all blur to me
From the beginning it all was plain to see
I tried to hard to fall in love
I know
I get it
Maybe i'm trying to hard
Maybe i'm trying to hard
Maybe i'm trying to hard
Maybe i'm trying to hard
Oh