Park Jefferson Better Boy lyrics

Let's hold our heads up just tonight,
and pretend that we're okay.
'cause we're okay, right?
god dammit.
i need you.
i don't know you at all anymore and
i wanted to feel something
better than what i once knew.
i am alone tonight,
"while the kids are out high"
i am alone tonight.
do you remember this?
like
i remember you.
HEY.

I will wake up beside you,
someday when we're both alone and lonely.
Someday when I find the time to be a better boy.
I'll be a better boy.
'cause if i've ever wanted one thing,
it'd be the last two years of our lives back.
and if i could ever tell you something,
it'd be that i still love you.
and i will be a better boy
if it means that you will stay here.
i will be a better boy.
a better boy.