Refused Sunflower Princess lyrics

The weight of my words is not enough to
Make up for the words I didn't say
I'm sorry, I didn't want to close the door
Just afraid to suffocate inside these arms, I find comfort

I will try not to break another mirror
'Cause that would mean I would only break myself
This body where has it taken, forsaken me
Forsaken me, let me be

My eyes never felt this sore
If only had I known more
Self centered, myself to blame
Death is fucking you insane

A selfish boy with fear doubts afraid to let it inside

I promise myself that I won't break it another time
No question asked, just answers taken
My guilt, my thoughts, my mind were whose to judge?

I think I need to breathe to let the door be open
But the only one who is choking me is myself
Why can't I see that you are the sun, the rain, the fuel
I need inside, why can't I see? I'll try

I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess
I won't listen, I'll cry, Sunflower Princess