Renegade Creator lyrics

(Verse 1)
Shall we bring the struggles to the surface of being?
There's a feeling that resides inside of me.
I dont usually say this.
My minds a bookfilled with empty pages.
Nothing but hatred that my enviorment has created.
(Chorus)
I cant breathe.
I cant see.
Im drowning in my own silence.
For once I cant pretend that it will be ok.
So take whats left in me and guide my way.
This reflection of a broken man, will soon fade away.
(Verse 2)
When your best isnt good enough
And worst comes to worst,
What will you do? (what will you do)
Fuck this hurts, so why even try?

Stare deep into these eyes and all you'll find are lies.
Dont tell me I dont know the ends,
Ive seen the dismal and gray.
Traveled to hell and back, even the devil himself fucking fears me.
(Chorus)
(Bridge) x2
Everthing in my eyes,
Conforms and turns to stone.
Nothing happens when no one tries,
Ive seperated my fucking ties.
(Ending)
Dont tell me I dont know the ends,
Ive seen the dismal and gray.
And I continue to struggle,
Each and every day.