Abandoning Sunday Weather & Wars lyrics

The rain feels cold upon my face. I'm getting tired; I haven't slept in days. Complete depravity is catching up with me now. I've come to see that You're the only way out. And why am I still standing in the cold. It's obvious that You're not here. And how can I be young and feel so old. And how can I be strong and run away. And how can You still find me. And why am I still running so hard. Heading straight for the point where You pretend that You don't even know me. If this is not what I was made for then why is it so hard to change. If this is not why I am here then why do You feel so far away. And why am I still standing in the cold. It's obvious that You're not here. And how can I be young and feel so old. And how can I be strong and run away. And how can You still find me. And I'm a liar through my soul but how come I don't hate it. And how can this be wrong, if You're the one that made it. I'm the guiltiest one of them all. God, I'm begging You to show me where I went wrong. And why am I still standing in the cold. It's obvious that You're not here. And how can I be young and feel so old. And how can I be strong and run away. And how can You still find me. And how can you still find me. And how can you still find me. And why am I still standing in the cold. When it's obvious that You're not here. And how can I be young and feel so old. And how can I be strong and run away. And how can You still find me. And how can you still find me. And why do you still find me.