Rancor Addicted to Hate lyrics

Awake, sleepless, going 'round and 'round in the bed
Confused, headache, by my side, your body is not there
But I don't care!
Darkness, mercy, I realize I'm all alone
Dream or reality
A cold embrace when nowhere feels like home

I know things will never be the same
I just want you far away
I only wish you a painful death
I found out I'm addicted to hate

Can you feel it? Taste it, breathe it?
Emotions are consuming me
Can you see it? Hear it, touch it? All I can feel is hate

No more feelings, no one to trust and nothing to say
Past and present, I wish I could lose all memories
Wasted time, nothing to regret but I want it to be erased
Dreaming nowhere
I close my eyes but I keep seeing your face


I know things will never be the same
I just want you far away
I only wish you a painful death
I found out I'm addicted to hate

Can you feel it? Taste it, breathe it?
Emotions are consuming me
Can you see it? Hear it, touch it? All I can feel is hate

Trust is lost, your truth and lies make no difference to me
Life is gone, the show must go on but it makes no sense
You traitor, what have I done to deserve this deceit?
Face to face you can't hide to my eyes
And I don't believe what you say

Can you feel it? Taste it, breathe it?
Emotions are consuming me
Can you see it? Hear it, touch it?
I'm addicted to hate