Compound Lost Without You (Part 2) lyrics

[Verse 1]

Since when was it okay for God to take you away?
It's too early, now the all the clouds are now grey
Nana I miss you, I know I didn't cry when you went away
But trust me, the pain was unbareable
I held your hand one last time, I told you I loved you
Can I have that moment again please? I need to tell you
That I love you just one last and final time
Did Grandad open the gates when you made the climb?
Will you open the gates for me when I make the climb?
The family was torn, I was torn, I didn't show it
But my whole heart felt bruised and totally battered
When cancer was taking over, you were so shattered
I just wanted to take the pain myself, it was hurting me
To see you go through that, I wanted you to be free
Come back, please? It just feels like only yesterday
That you lived down the road and I'd see you every day

[Hook]

I'm lost without you, I'm grieving right now
My heart is hurting, are you proud of me now?
I have your photo above my bed, so every moment,
I wake up I see your face, smiling at me, yeah,
That beautiful smile, your cheeky grin, damn
If I talk to the sky, will you hear me out?
If I pray at night, will you hear me out then?
I need to tell you how much I really loved you
I'm lost without you

[Verse 2]

I could imagine you were so scared and frightened,
To die and that tears me up as I think about it
You were always there even if I kinda took a fit
You loved me nonetheless, even if what I was doing,
Was so wrong, you'd still stand by me, viewing
Like the time you lived only down the road from us,
Kayleigh went crazy so I left and I came down to yours,
To be honest, I was pretty scared, you were laughing
You probably wouldn't of remembered it, but I do,
When Grandad passed, you were free to do what you,
Always wanted to do, my little nana, you knew,

I broke down this morning, I'm crying writing this
But it was cause of you, I think grief is hitting me now
If I ever have children, I'll tell them all about you
How amazing you were, I can tell my mam is lost
Like her heart had turned to frost without you

[Hook]

I'm lost without you, I'm grieving right now
My heart is hurting, are you proud of me now?
I have your photo above my bed, so every moment,
I wake up I see your face, smiling at me, yeah,
That beautiful smile, your cheeky grin, damn
If I talk to the sky, will you hear me out?
If I pray at night, will you hear me out then?
I need to tell you how much I really loved you
I'm lost without you

[Breakdown]

So this is supposed to be the hook again but nah,
I'm nowhere near finished, I can't be finished yet
My heart will always be forever in your debt,
Why? Cause you done so much for me, I'll never forget
If I could of swapped places with you, I would
I hope you did rest in peace, you deserve it
I hope you look down on me after every single performance
And smile at me, I hope, I'm lost without you

[Hook x2]

I'm lost without you, I'm grieving right now
My heart is hurting, are you proud of me now?
I have your photo above my bed, so every moment,
I wake up I see your face, smiling at me, yeah,
That beautiful smile, your cheeky grin, damn
If I talk to the sky, will you hear me out?
If I pray at night, will you hear me out then?
I need to tell you how much I really loved you
I'm lost without you