Standstill Cristae lyrics

She was so hot for me. But I was over her by the morning. I tried to quell her judgmental nature, but by the morning I just couldn't care less. I would try to get her to fall in love with me, but it was far too late in the day for Oxy. So I tied and noose and I tied it tight. I left a note reading "it's all right." Does this come off as part of my self-empathy?

Does it come off as pretentious that I claim to be an existentialist?
Does it come off as a little bit too harsh on me?
Does it come to me a little bit too naturally?

Lately I've been shaking and convulsing at the thought of you entering my blood stream, so I shot up right on your step father's porch tonight. Does it come off as a little bit self-indulgent?


She sold me out.
Oh, she sold me out.
I was down, I was out.
So I ran and I never looked back.