Standstill Catching Up lyrics

I am not the type to admit when I'm wrong, but when I asked for you to crash the car in one of my songs I was swimming in a river, I was fighting upstream and I jumped to a conclusion I've regretted ever since. And I've written countless lines about my poor states of health, and I've missed countless chances feeling sorry for myself. Then we grew up, and I grew up, and I got over it. Now I swear I am fine and I have been ever since. So I guess you could call this catching up.

The autumn leaves, they still speak to me. And her art is still my only frequency. So I tune in, and I tune out. And I'm convinced I am a god. So no, you should crawl back to me by yourself!


So back when I would want to die, I'd lie to all my friends. And well, I still lie and womanize; polygamist games. And every crack inside my throat from every tall tale couldn't sell me up the river cos I'm still chill as hell. And I used to light the world ablaze with all of my angst, well now I just light my cigarettes cos I am through with it. And I used to scream like a child in pain, well now I'm in control and I'm through with these games.