Embracing Abomination Abstain lyrics

A dark room never seem seemed so alluring.
I lock the door and let the silence speak for itself.
The loss is beyond any mortal binding.
I've abandoned my will (and any hope of help).

I've raped myself so many times, I no longer feel the urge to fight it anymore.
I just cannot resist preying on the lonely man inside.
I'm so vulnerable, I just can't help but want more.
I've fucking raped myself so many times, I no longer feel the urge to fight it anymore.
I just cannot resist preying on the lonely man inside.
I'm so vulnerable, I just can't help but want more.

My teeth ground flat, and jaw locked from the pressure.
Eyes are the window to the soul, and I'm ready to pull the shades on everyone I know, forever.

Swearing at my naked body; I spit in the face of my reflection in the mirror.
This has been a long time coming.
The lights are on, but no one's home.
I no longer live here.


In a moment of emotional crucifixion, you'll all stare and lay your judgement down.
My mood could pull the rain from every cloud in Heaven.
My Lord, are you proud of me now?
Are you proud of me now?
...

Just look away.

I've created such a perfect harmony between the nihility of all feeling, and me.
There's nothing that you could say, that could ever make me feel the way you want me to feel, or say that—in the end—I'll be okay.

Give me all of your boiling anger.
Let the rage bleed out of your soul.

I am alone.
You are ever changing.
Love is death.