Embracing Abomination Blind Me lyrics

I never want to see anything that is beautiful for the rest of my life.
Earthly means of purity; it's a filthy tease.

See, want, fuck, move on
(so now I live in insensitivity.
Was this a part of the plan?
This is how it should be?
God, I wish I could fathom.
I wish I could fathom to even begin and believe).

The opportunity to deny our existence,
the temptation to steal all innocence.
This is what it takes to be human,
and I wish I couldn't question at all.

Fear in my heart deeper than my eyes could reflect.
Malice in my blood darker than your eyes could detect.
This is what it takes to be a human being,
and I wish I was never created at all.


I wish I was never created.

I received more than I bargained for,
and I didn't choose to be brought about.

I'm tired of explaining myself over and over again.
This is clearly helping me right now.
It's exactly what I've been needing,
and what I've been needing is therapy.
Maybe this is a dark place for me...
It could be the darkest place I'll ever see.
Whatever the case,
I think it's okay to be this way—to act this way—as long as it does in turn go away.

I don't know how I actually thought for a moment I could ever care at all.