Ghostwriter. Sideroad's Notes Part l - Dock's Blues lyrics

Once she lost her tracks, forgot her son, wish to make the things undone.
Had to promise her father and a blindfold mother:
"there will never be someone else". Promise.

She's hopeless, hopelessly alone for all time no fucking home.
Every day she must remind herself and the pain.
Her mom young died as she was expecting this bastard son.
So she couldn't keep the blame, gave him away.

Her soul was cracked for years. She was colorblind.
Had no warmth for love, for everyone. Now she's dead inside.

He had the same face, he must get no love.
He had the same face, the blame was her son.

The red in her veins turned into grey, her lungs brought out a similar smoke.
Deep inside she sometimes aches for love when she walks alone along the docks.

But an eternal blackened sky is still about her empty harbour.
This cold heart can't find any faith in this solitary place.
When she remembers his face, she will never forgive,
The wish to make her birth undone.

There will never be the sun, shining on this empty harbour.
There will never be someone, who gets you out of this void.
There will never be the sun, shining on this empty docks.
There will never be someone, who gets you out of this void.

It seems like years that this place had seen some sails.
In this solitary place these clouds will never be removed or turn into blue.
These clouds will never be removed.