Ghostwriter. Sideroad's Notes Part ll - Hiatus lyrics

He's harmful for her will to be alive.
An abyss of swallowed souls opened its mouth only for her.
He can't forgive what she did to him. He can't forgive her and her fucking lies.
Social values, some simple rules he never learnt and he never knew.

Born as a bastards son, got no scent, never laid in the arms of his crying
And broken mom. She gave him away.
That was the only chance for her not to see his face.
This face of the plaguer again and again.
Just 18 years old but hardly running against the law.
Hopeless and workless he'll ever waste his life.
Without any dreams he stumbled along this street.
So full of rage he drank too much that day.


And he entered this shop. He thought nothing. His soul was buried with his birth.
As he saw a paper with the headline "your life sucks" the rage found its height.
In a little shop at the train underpass in the early noon two silent shots were ring out.
So hardly to hear.

As he left bleeding the scene with one hand on his stomach.
No passenger recognized anything and he collapsed.
After walking some steps again under the railway. Then he fell on his knees,
One hand on the wet ground, one in the air and he screamed:

Where's my loving lord?