Julien Baker Something lyrics

I know you're sleeping by now
I'm still up walking around
Wasn't much scoping backwards in like lapping
I knew I was wasting my time
Keep myself away at nights
Whenever I close my eyes
Chasing, you tell lies

Can I die, can I die?
Can I die, can I die?

I know you left, I would go
I still never knew ya
I knew you were gone months ago
I can't think of anyone else
Should have said something,
Something, something
I could have find something
To say
So I just said nothing, nothing, nothing
Sat and watched you drive away

I just left the park, you like swallowed me up
Choking you times, and kicking up dust
Asking aloud why you're leaving
But the pavement won't answer me
I just let the silence swallow me up
The ring in my ears tastes like blood
Asking aloud why you're leaving
But the pavement won't answer me
And I know I mean nothing, nothing, nothing to you
But I thought I mean something, something, something
But I just said nothing, said nothing, said nothing
Sat and watched you drive away
I just said nothing, said nothing, said nothing
I can't think of anyone, anyone else
I can't think of anyone, anyone else
I can't think of anyone, anyone else
I won't think of anyone else