Julien Baker Rejoice lyrics

All of my friends, a plastic bag
Walking around, jumping the train tracks
It's over the fence, veins are black
Sleep on the bench in the park on my birthday
Caught the blue lights
Cursed your name
When I find I'm still awake
Give me everything good
I'll throw it away
I wish I could quit but I can't stand in shakes
Choking smoke, singing in phrase
I think there's a god and he hears even when
I rejoice, contemplate
Never know what he's saying


But I think there's a god and he hears either way
And I rejoice, contemplate
Lift my voice, I was made
Somebody's listening and
??? my phrase when I pray
Asking why did you let them leave
And then make me stay
Know my name and all of my hideous mistakes
I rejoice, I rejoice,
I rejoice, I rejoice