Meaning In Masterpiece Awake Again lyrics

Awake again and I'm still dreamin'
About the things she doesn't believe in
All the things that I was seein'
Was the time that she was leavin'

Another day I'm still second place
I wanna go but can't live with out the taste
Even tho she illuminates the place
It's hard standing face to face

[Pre Chorus:]
And you know that I know
That you shine more then you show,
My minds blown at the thought of you being alone
Though we've flown
To the places we fear the most
You're not alone


[Chorus:]
What would it take to make you stay up now, watch the sun goes down
Forget that these hearts break we'll call it fate let emotions drown
From grey skies to blue, and you know it's true, pour another round
Time to let go

Awake again but I'm still thinking
About the times when shes not screaming
Self destruction and twisted reason
Brings gloom too this lonely season

Another day I'm still second place
I wanna go but can't live with out the taste
Even tho she illuminates the place
It's still hard standing face to face