Meaning In Masterpiece Tidal Wave lyrics

And I know
I never would have thought that you would go
I fell so low
But then you, came along to try and pull me through
I never knew

I'll be making this easy for you
And I know that there's nothing you won't do

But today I've made, a promise that I knew that I would break
Just to say one thing (Save me from this silence)
But today I've made, a rumor that I knew wouldn't go away
Just to say something

Our time has passed & I've realized
That you're not here
My mind crashed & So I've relapsed
But something's not clear


I'll be making this easy for you
And I know that there's nothing you won't do

But today I've made, a promise that I knew that I would break
Just to say one thing (Save me from this silence)
But today I've made, a rumor that I knew wouldn't go away
Just to say something

Behind the gate there's a tidal wave
From my mistakes
Yeah it's my mistakes
There's a Tidal Wave behind the gates
From my mistakes
Yeah they're my mistakes