Princess Izzy My Christmas Nightmare lyrics

I cry all night because of Christmas without you
So incomprehensive all white turning blue
I see you kissing another under mistletoe
Outside everything perfect with virgin snow

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I am bleeding just like the hands of Christ
My heart and soul frozen to ice…

I sensed you were cheating by a hot wood fire
You and another all in the deepest desire
The beautiful tree with twinkling light
I will not give up this Christmas fight

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My hands in stigmata such an awful pain
A snow storm enters my brain…

My tears turn to icicles this horrible night
I don't feel this perfect Christmas white
Mulled wine you share with another
I even bought a present for your mother


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Jingle Bells and Sleigh bells are not for me
Cursed by a decorated tree…

I didn't ask you for a lot of presents and fun
All I ever wanted was to show you the sun
My life and future ruined by your hand
Please dear Santa I hope you understand

My soul feels like the thorns on Jesus' head
Right now would rather be dead

Hallelujah to the other you swear eternal love
In the white sky a white perfect dove
I shiver and hurt in the deepest grieve
This year I do not in Christmas believe

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My head is spinning in a dark night
Now I give up the fight…